It was about eighteen
years ago that Supawan Green came to my monastery with her husband. It is quite
usual, in Southeast Asian countries, that whenever people have any problems
they go to see a monk to express their feelings. She had just arrived in
England, a strange land, and it was probably because of culture shock that she
wanted to speak to a monk. Then I was the only Buddhist monk residing in this
part of the country. Unfortunately, I could not understand Thai, and she could
not yet express her feelings in English either. So we didn’t have much
communication, and she left without being able to express her thought.
A few years later, when I met her somewhere in Birmingham,
she was speaking fluent English, and seemed to have a sound command of the
language. When she came to see me last year, I was very impressed by the
improvement she had made, both in English and in her professional status. I
then learnt that she was teaching Tai chi at the University of Birmingham, and
writing books and articles in English.
When I received the manuscript for “A Handful of Leaves” I
was astonished that she had so much talent to express her understanding of the
Dhamma in writing. Many people can speak a foreign language, and a few can give
a talk in public but writing down one’s thoughts and feelings in articulate
English is difficult. In this book, Supawan expresses her thoughts fluently on
the page, which is a remarkable achievement for a working mother from Asia.
When I started to read the manuscript, I was surprised to
learn that she studied with Ajahn Buddhadasa in Thailand. Ajahn Buddhadasa was
one of the greatest contemporary teachers in Thailand. His teachings, ideas and
views were controversial for mainstream Thai Buddhists. In Thailand and other Theravada
countries, Buddhism is well-established, and most teachings are based on
traditional interpretations of the Pali texts. If anyone differs from this
traditional interpretation, it soon becomes controversial. Ajahn Buddhadasa was
fearless and had no hesitation to publicly express his thoughts and feelings,
whether people agreed with him or not. Nevertheless, his teachings are now
widely accepted by intellectuals in Thailand, and those outside the Theravada
tradition. Personally, I appreciate his ideas because his approach is very
straightforward, logical and easy to comprehend.
In this book, Supawan explains Ajahn Buddhadasa’s teaching
in uncomplicated language that will be easy for ordinary people to follow. Her
explanations on the essence of Buddhism, the nature of nibbana and on ultimate
reality are particularly lucid. I very much appreciate her efforts to present
Ajahn Buddhadasa’s teachings in non-scholastic language.
Supawan relates how to apply the four foundations of mindfulness
to understand nibbana, and realise the truth. In some chapters she expresses
her own views about the degenerate condition of Thai Buddhism, western culture,
Christianity, etc. Though it may be challenging for them to read, this book
will help Thai people to better understand their own culture and religion. It
will also be very beneficial for others who want to understand Buddhism from a
modern Asian’s point of view.
I expect that this publication will prove very successful,
and hope that she will achieve her aim to promote the understanding of Thai
Buddhism as taught by Ajahn Buddhadasa. I hope that her book will help to
reverse the decline in Thai Buddhism and culture, above which she is so
concerned.
Ven. Dr. Rewata Dhamma (M.A., PhD.)
Spiritual Directory
Birmingham Buddhist Vihara
August 1999
Those of us who have had the precious
opportunity for training and practising in Thailand in accordance with the
teachings of the Lord Buddha, feel an enormous gratitude to the wise monks and
generous lay people of that country.
Mrs. Green's book 'A Handful of Leaves'
is excellently presented and well thought-out. It is, no doubt, the skilful
result of Ms. Green's many years of practice and reflection on life, the
meaning of life and the practical means for the realisation of the Ultimate
Truth. Her vision and hope for humanity are most uplifting. Her recognition of
the superb opportunity we all share to find the inner peace which lies at the
heart of all religions and indeed all human beings is both practical and
inspiring.
Even though Ms. Green says herself that
we may accuse her of 'naivety and foolishness'; in fact, the vision she
presents offers hope as well as some clear directions for realising Truth.
The Buddha's teaching is simply about
'awakening' - it is not about becoming a Buddhist. Therefore, all the teachings
are for encouraging and directing our attention, investigating and examining experience
in the present moment. To do this, you need to be fully awake. You have to pay
attention to life as it happens.
'A Handful of Leaves' is a guide. Mrs.
Green is writing from her insights, therefore it is not just another rehash of
Buddhist teaching by someone who has not practised it. It has a freshness and a
confidence that can only come from direct insight knowledge.
I was fortunate enough to have lived
for ten years in North East Thailand, training and practising as a bhikkhu.[1]
So I was able to immerse myself in the changing and fading Buddhist culture -
The Enlightened Culture - in its relatively classic and traditional form. I
can't help but agree with Mrs. Green's respect and appreciation for that
culture.
All conventions, however, are subject
to change and there is no way back to the past. Our faith is in the timeless
reality. In Europe, the awakening is taking place. In spite of the usual
depressing news on the mass-media, I still have only confidence in the goodness
of humanity and rejoice in the "inconceivably vast oceans of good actions
performed by conscious beings since beginningless time". Mrs. Green’s
reflection helps us to establish a positive relationship with one another and
encourage in us the energy to cultivate an open and responsive attitude to our
daily life experiences, our habits and emotions which otherwise might
intimidate us and lead to cynicism and negativity.
Mrs. Green's 'A Handful of Leaves' is a
most welcome addition to the library of Buddhist literature.
Ven. Ajahn Sumedho
September 1999
Amaravati Buddhist Monastery,
Great Gaddesden,
Hemel Hemstead,
Hertfordshire.
HP1 3BZ
UK
In a world full of suffering, with people
desperate to find the meaning of life they struggle through each day, a word
which brings peace and happiness is always a most precious gift. This book – A
Handful of Leaves - is filled with such words in that it shows the way
to find peace in the midst of the turmoil of our inner lives. Supawan Green
teaches Tai chi and Buddhist meditation, and in both she shares directly from
her own experience to bring people to know for themselves the way to the peace
of a still mind. The great strength of this book is that it is based on the
lived reality of actual experience, not merely on academic research or book
learning. It is the sincere conviction of her own experience which carries the
reader through and gives him or her a taste of the reality of the still mind.
It is also a book which is not afraid of saying things which
may challenge those within the established religions, especially Buddhism and
Christianity. I don’t think we need to be offended by such a frank expression
of a point of view. It is only by the open sharing of our true thoughts and
feelings that we will be able to reach any kind of lasting understanding.
Christians may not agree with everything that this book says about
Christianity, but that should not prevent them from learning from the different
perspective Supawan Green brings to their own religion. In particular, it should
not prevent them from learning from the wonderful teaching of the four
foundations of awareness which is explained here with the clarity and vividness
of personal experience.
Supawan Green is a lay-woman who has gone deeply into her
own religious tradition of Buddhism. As a wife and mother, she knows how
difficult it is for people in the ordinary occupations of life to make time for
spiritual disciplines such as meditation. Nevertheless she has persevered and
so is an excellent guide for others in a similar situation. I myself have
greatly benefited from her encouragement on the spiritual path and in my
practice of meditation as a Christian. I hope many others will be similarly
inspired by this book.
Brother Nicholas Alan
The Society of Saint Francis
Preface
I first met Supawan in
1991, when I was studying at Birmingham University for my Master of Science
degree in Cognitive Science, I had always had a keen interest in Eastern
philosophies, which I suspected offered a different sort of understanding to
Western knowledge (as well as painstaking methods of making tea!) One day, I
was looking for some relief from the intense knowledge accumulation on my
course. I found myself in Supawan’s Tai chi class, learning a detailed sequence
of movements and being encouraged to observe the movement of the mind. What a
task that turned out to be! I must have one of the most leaping-about-the-place
minds ever. Watching it is so exhausting. Perhaps it moves so much because I
have spent a long time trying to make it jump in the right direction.
After my year at Birmingham, I moved on to Oxford, where I
completed a PhD in Experimental Psychology. And after a spell lecturing in
psychology, I am now a research scientist investigating development disorders
in children. It is in this capacity that Supawan has asked me to write this
preface, from a scientific and intellectual point of view. In return for
setting me on the path of my mental observations, I can but oblige!
In some ways, I feel defensive on behalf of science. It is a
discipline that can even-handedly discover penicillin and yet design the atom
bomb. I think there is a parallel here with one of the messages of Supawan’s
book. We should not pursue meditation without morality. Equally, we should not
pursue science without morality. I think Supawan might be surprised by a
scientific viewpoint on her book. I believe that if Nirvana is reached by
practising a physical (and mental) technique, it will not lie outside the realm
of science. That is, science may well be compatible and complementary to an
Eastern approach to achieving enlightenment.
To understand this, it is important to be clear about the
role of science. The aim of science is to come up with descriptions of the
structure of the world that can be objectively verified. Historically, the
agenda of science has been to both predict and control the physical environment
to make life easier to live. Modern psychology is the science of our mental
lives. Interestingly, at its birth, this discipline had a heavy emphasis on
internal experience. This approached, now called ‘Introspectionism’, flourished
at the turn of the century. Its aim was to build a science of the mind that was
intended to work like chemistry. However, instead of working out the structure
of physical substances, it would derive the structure of our inner lives.
Introspectionists wanted to work out the basic elements of experience – the
taste of lemon, the colour of a rose – and work out the laws determining the
way these elements could be combined to make more complex experiences. Twenty
years after it began, this approach was abandoned. Why? For one simple reason.
There was no way to settle disagreements about what experience was really like.
The experience of each person is only available to that person. It can’t be
externally verified. So there was no way to decide whose description of
experience was right. After that, scientists of the mind decided that the only
evidence they would use in their theories would have to be open to everyone to
see. Since then, psychology has focused on people’s behavior. Just recently,
the technology has become available to let us externally examine the activity
of people’s brains while they think, providing us with another source of
verifiable evidence.
The scientist, then, comes to the mind from an external
viewpoint. Today, we see the brain as a type of computer, and the mind as the
program running on the computer. We ask questions like ‘how does this program
allow the individual to get by in the physical and social world he or she
faces?’ and ‘how did evolution produce such a computer?’. When I read about the
four foundations of awareness, two interesting ideas came to mind. Firstly,
although enlightenment is necessarily unobservable to anyone but the
individual, it is verifiable, because every individual who carries out
the practice correctly will achieve it. This has been true over hundreds of
years. In this sense, enlightenment is scientific. Secondary, it illustrates to
me the quite different aims of science and of Buddhist practice. If I can put
it like this science will tell us how the computer works. Buddhist
practice will tell us how to use the computer in the right way.
As a scientist, I can conceive of how enlightenment might
works in terms of the brain. Science is quite happy with the notion that
knowledge can come in the form of skills rather than verbal facts. It is quite
happy that skills may need to be learnt in a very different fashion from
factual knowledge, in the form of guided practice as opposed to explicit
communication. In considering meditation practice, it seems clear that the aim
of the practice is to train attention to monitor and ultimately intervene in
the processes of associative thoughts (that is, the way one thought leads to
another). The terminology of ‘thoughts causing feelings’ is readily
characterised in terms of the interaction between the more sophisticated parts
of the brain involved in reasoning and the more primal parts of the brain that
underlie our experience of emotion.
On the other hand, as an ordinary person, I can’t
immediately see how this sort of information about how the brain works can help
me use my mind in the best way. (My apology for the artificial distinction
between me and the mind!). It certainly offers me no clue as what the goal of
life is. It is in this respect that Supawan has offered us such an essential,
de-mystifying guide about how to use our minds and what they are for. I have
frequently been discouraged from Buddhist writings by their use of (to me)
impenetrable terminology. And I had difficulty separating the essence of the
practice from its cultural trappings. In this book I find exactly that essence,
along with many helpful analogies to better convey it. Here I find that the
goal of life is mental stillness. That mental stillness is 50% morality and 50%
meditation. Here I find that mental stillness can be achieved through the four
foundations of awareness, which are
1)
be aware
of sensory experiences;
2)
be aware
of mental experiences;
3)
watch
thoughts without pursuing them;
4)
watch the
emptiness between the thoughts (but not, however, the thought of emptiness!)
This clearly stated practice will ultimately lead to
enlightenment. So easily stated but so hard to pursue, because thoughts and
feelings follow each other so quickly that we have the illusion of mental life
as an unbreakable, endless ribbon. In a very clear form, Supawan offers us the
scissors!
There is much else in this book. We find out too about the
dangers of cult leaders, about the merits of different greeting techniques, and
about the burden that Western people face in having long legs!
In A Handful of Leaves, Supawan Green tells us that her
dream is of a non-religious universal method to reach enlightenment. In that
dream, I can only offer her my support, and hope that one day, science will aid
her in achieving it.
Michael Thomas, BSc, MSc, D.Phil (Oxford)